Ouch.
The shock of seeing that it has been weeks since I have written anything actually feels physical. My head is slightly pounding, and it feels a bit tight in my chest. Is that a good thing, or bad?
My heart is saying it is a good thing.
It means that I have been busy, and a good busy.
I could get into details about little fun things, but there is one BIG "detail" that is the root of all the excitement.
My best friend has arrived. My BFF. To use today's terminology.
All I know, is that my soul's " safe spot to me fully me" has come, and we have major catching up to do. And we have 5 weeks to enjoy being together. A lot has happened in the last 2 years since we saw each other.
You would think that I am over doing my happiness of seeing her. But there is one very special reason that we need to catch up, and just see each other. She is not using any form of technology above an old fashioned phone call ( no computers, no smart phones NO Skype, Facebook, Whats app....) or a hand written letters. She refuses to even consider such things. It is already a HUGE deal that she HAD to buy a new camera, and a digital one at that. She was really ticked off that rolls of film are hard to find, and the cost of photos is insane.
At times I get so frustrated that I can't just quickly contact her, or show her pictures via computer/app's. But I have to respect that this is the way she does things.
So when we are together....we really are together. No phones, or quickly checking for missed messages, or taking pics to share. We are focused on our special time together. No electronic interruptions, or distractions.
So for another 3 weeks of being RE CONNECTED with my BFF I am going to log out....and just enjoy our special time together.
Wishing that everyone has such a special BFF....even after 40 years.
The shock of seeing that it has been weeks since I have written anything actually feels physical. My head is slightly pounding, and it feels a bit tight in my chest. Is that a good thing, or bad?
My heart is saying it is a good thing.
It means that I have been busy, and a good busy.
I could get into details about little fun things, but there is one BIG "detail" that is the root of all the excitement.
My best friend has arrived. My BFF. To use today's terminology.
All I know, is that my soul's " safe spot to me fully me" has come, and we have major catching up to do. And we have 5 weeks to enjoy being together. A lot has happened in the last 2 years since we saw each other.
You would think that I am over doing my happiness of seeing her. But there is one very special reason that we need to catch up, and just see each other. She is not using any form of technology above an old fashioned phone call ( no computers, no smart phones NO Skype, Facebook, Whats app....) or a hand written letters. She refuses to even consider such things. It is already a HUGE deal that she HAD to buy a new camera, and a digital one at that. She was really ticked off that rolls of film are hard to find, and the cost of photos is insane.
At times I get so frustrated that I can't just quickly contact her, or show her pictures via computer/app's. But I have to respect that this is the way she does things.
So when we are together....we really are together. No phones, or quickly checking for missed messages, or taking pics to share. We are focused on our special time together. No electronic interruptions, or distractions.
So for another 3 weeks of being RE CONNECTED with my BFF I am going to log out....and just enjoy our special time together.
Wishing that everyone has such a special BFF....even after 40 years.
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