Painful Days May 9, 2015

This weekend the flower shops are doing a booming business.  Magazines, advertisements, TV ads, and any possible marketing venue is being used to remind us of Mothers Day.




Honestly, for the first time ever...it hurts.

For the simple reason, that I feel like I can't participate this year.

This is the first time ever in my life, that I can't tell my mother how much I love and appreciate her. She died 11 months ago, and this is my first Mothers Day, without her.



BUT:
I will remember her, and honor her; in my thoughts and prayers.


It still takes my breath away, on days like this.
My heart is pounding, and my eyes are full of tears, and pressure.



Mom, I love you, for everything that you were, and are to me.  Your gentle touch, soft voice, wise words; I carry in my soul forever. You taught me that unconditional love is real, and can be done.
Your love is still felt by me;  beyond heaven and back.



This Mothers Day, will be difficult, and yet precious....because I will be remembering you.





Miss you so.

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