Ok, I admit that I am a few days late with posting this. BUT the mission is accomplished.
The reno is done, and now to put everything clean and back in it's place, and also make some changes to the arrangements of furniture in the home.
The guest room will be getting it's new colours this week, and the new bed has arrived. Then the fun of picking out new fabric for the curtains, and the following accessories and lighting. My first guest is arriving in 3 weeks time. So must get moving on this.
The most important accomplishement is that I have been able to change my day/evening routine, to sitting down, and consciously thinking about how my day went, and despite crazy moments, and total chaos; I have so much to be thankful for, and need to remember that we are blessed.
The stark confrontation of myself, knowing that I was getting upset by things going wrong, with mistakes, and the work taking weeks longer than planned; was put sharply into perspective by realizing that all this frustration is a luxury problem. I chose to get this reno done. It wasn't necessary, but a choice. A choice than so many never can even dream about. So silly of me to waste my breath and energy on getting so upset. It is material pride that got in my way.
The daily effort of writing down my thank you's helps me. I want to continue this for myself.
Because I know myself I get caught up in the material world...and lose myself in the illusion of a pretty lifestyle. I am trying for the reality of a beautiful heart style.
Gwen....we said we would celebrate.
I raise my tea cup to you....and say " thank you" for encouraging me, on this new journey....
Wishing you a JOYFUL adventure, and may our paths cross requently via posts, and mails.
Grateful for
1. A sunny day. It felt like summer had returned for the last day of the reno. Everyone was happy and ready to finish the job. Well done
2. Loving sons who treated me to dinner. Pulled me out of the house, and we went to a lovely restaurant for the evening.
3. Friends who come by and help with cleaning, and taking the dogs out for a lovely walk. Both dogs and friend were happy after their stroll through the woods.
4. Good news that hubby is coming home after being at sea for 2 weeks. Looking forward to hearing about how his new work went. Grateful that he was safe, during the tower climbs and inspections.
5. Going to " All saints" evening to remember those we love, and who have died. It is a yearly event, that has helped so many who are grieving with the loss of loved ones. Being together, in such a warm, respectful way is a moment of support and healing.
https://www.facebook.com/AllerzielenWinschoten2012
I know it is in dutch, but the photos give an idea of how lovingly this evening is done. I have helped as a volunteer for 6 years, and this year I chose to not help, because I needed the space, and the time, to grieve myself....and remember.
The loss of my mother a few short months ago, still is very emotional for me. This time I needed the comfort and support of the team. Next year I hope to once again be a part of the team, who prepare and present this memorial evening. I am grateful for being a part of this wonderful intiative.
The reno is done, and now to put everything clean and back in it's place, and also make some changes to the arrangements of furniture in the home.
The guest room will be getting it's new colours this week, and the new bed has arrived. Then the fun of picking out new fabric for the curtains, and the following accessories and lighting. My first guest is arriving in 3 weeks time. So must get moving on this.
The most important accomplishement is that I have been able to change my day/evening routine, to sitting down, and consciously thinking about how my day went, and despite crazy moments, and total chaos; I have so much to be thankful for, and need to remember that we are blessed.
The stark confrontation of myself, knowing that I was getting upset by things going wrong, with mistakes, and the work taking weeks longer than planned; was put sharply into perspective by realizing that all this frustration is a luxury problem. I chose to get this reno done. It wasn't necessary, but a choice. A choice than so many never can even dream about. So silly of me to waste my breath and energy on getting so upset. It is material pride that got in my way.
The daily effort of writing down my thank you's helps me. I want to continue this for myself.
Because I know myself I get caught up in the material world...and lose myself in the illusion of a pretty lifestyle. I am trying for the reality of a beautiful heart style.
Gwen....we said we would celebrate.
I raise my tea cup to you....and say " thank you" for encouraging me, on this new journey....
Wishing you a JOYFUL adventure, and may our paths cross requently via posts, and mails.
Grateful for
1. A sunny day. It felt like summer had returned for the last day of the reno. Everyone was happy and ready to finish the job. Well done
3. Friends who come by and help with cleaning, and taking the dogs out for a lovely walk. Both dogs and friend were happy after their stroll through the woods.
4. Good news that hubby is coming home after being at sea for 2 weeks. Looking forward to hearing about how his new work went. Grateful that he was safe, during the tower climbs and inspections.
5. Going to " All saints" evening to remember those we love, and who have died. It is a yearly event, that has helped so many who are grieving with the loss of loved ones. Being together, in such a warm, respectful way is a moment of support and healing.
https://www.facebook.com/AllerzielenWinschoten2012
I know it is in dutch, but the photos give an idea of how lovingly this evening is done. I have helped as a volunteer for 6 years, and this year I chose to not help, because I needed the space, and the time, to grieve myself....and remember.
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